I personally think we rushed into a relationship and that’s why I wasn’t comfortable with it. But there’s nothing I can do about it now. And to be honest, I am kind of glad we broke up. It made me realize that being in a relationship wasn’t the most important thing in life. It made me realize that I didn’t need to be in a relationship just to be happy. I thank you for that, you helped me realize a lot about myself without even doing anything.
Dear ex-boyfriend who fucked everything up:
Words cannot describe how much I despise you. You have made me so fucking guarded and afraid, that I am honestly terrified of being in a committed relationship. Hell, I’m even afraid of falling in love because of you. I know I shouldn’t immediately judge people right from the start because of what you did, but I can’t help it. I am so afraid that the same thing is going to happen again. I honestly don’t think you understand how fucked up I am now. I barely let anyone into my life, I have some serious trust issues now. And I can’t believe you had the nerve to try and tell me that it was MY fault. I’m sorry, last time I checked, I WASN’T THE ONE WHO FUCKED SOME SKANK WHILE I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE. And you didn’t have the decency to tell me that you didn’t want to be with me anymore, you stayed with me because you were afraid of what I would do. PUSSY. Grow a set and be a man you fucking douche bag. You are SO lucky I didn’t deck you when I saw you guys together. I hope she gave you herpes you fucking prick. And don’t ever try to talk to me again. If you do, I will personally cut your fucking dick off and shove it up your ass!
Him: Hey, can I ask you something? Me: Of course you can. Him: Do you honestly miss me? Me: What kind of question is that? Him: I was just thinking about you and I wanted to hear you say it. Me: Of course I miss you… Are you okay, you seem upset? Him: I was, but I’m pretty great now.
I don’t think I could live without you. I know I get mad at you ALL the time, but that’s what sisters do. They fight, and then forgive each other in like 5 minutes. Ha, well at least that’s what we do. I can talk to you about everything, and you talk to me about everything. Sometimes we may not want to hear, but we tell each other anyway. We are so different, yet so alike. We like the same things, and I am so happy we do. God knows Mom and Dad don’t really like the same things we do. I love when we have “sister” days, those days mean a lot to me. You always make me laugh, and sometimes you even make me cry. I love being so close to you. Mom doesn’t, but oh well. Haha. I really wish you could come up with nicknames for me that don’t make me want to kill myself. Ha, well at least I can say you have nicknames for me. You are without a doubt, the best sister ever! I love you SO much, and you already know that but it doesn’t hurt to tell you every now and then. :)